bored ! boring ! boredom ! haish .. stupid thursday !! thinking of goin to sch late bt den wana rain soon . dad told me to go sch early . hmmm . stupid sehh . english period mostly everybody changing their places . as usuall talk to each other la . for me, i didnt . duno y im just not in the mood . so in the morn oreadi i was moody . suddenly jun le talk to me . i forced myself to smile back n replied to his ques . he realli a good boi . a class clown . a trouble maker . bt i treat him as a big brother . lols duno y bt he realli special to me . den it was recess . the canteen was full of ppl . damn pack ! mayb cause it raining outside . when i was eatin saw him walkin . hmmm . am i suppost to b happy or miserable ? duno la . bila sehari tk pandang rasa rindu dihati . bt bila da temu rasa benci di kalbu . hate it when i have this feeling . i regret noeing him in the first place . if durin the bball practice he wasnt there, i dun think i have feeling toward him . look now what had happen to my life . full of day dreaming n misery . ohh well . this is call faint . i was moody for mt bt lucky there nar, fauzi n haris to cheer me up . they crack alotx of joke when we were doin the project . sci lesson jun le just wont stop makin me laugh . i also make him laugh . sci period my mood swing to realli2 happy . den when math jun le have to go for tournament . left me alone . so back to moody . hmmm . tht y today is totally sucking !