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On Monday, October 09, 2006 >
it realli unexpected for me tht a person i treated as a friend eventhough we dun usually speck in sch think im a poser.. it realli hurtful for me u noe tht? yea i noe the thing i done might make u think im a poser.. why cant you just talk nicely to me or just talk to in msn instead? rather than embrassed me on my own blog.. said tht i dun deserve be created, creating me to this world was a big mistake, u would rather died.. ur word realli slit my heart into two.. u even make my cry.. this is what fren do to their own fren.. okay mayb all this while u never treated me as a fren, only me tht been such an idiot thinking u as a frend.. well i dun mind all tht.. u're saying tht a girl like me who have a email add which say "rnb" cant listen to metal death song? i have this email add since im p5.. yea i noe u think this is just a excuses.. well it all up to u to decide.. before i listened to soilwork, i've listen to much more heavy song that tht.. Cradle of flith, exodus, arch enemy, dimmu borgir, helloween, iron maiden, megadeth.. etc.. who else would it be rather than my brother himself teaching me this kind of song.. every single day he would listen to this song, so i dun see any wrong for his lil sis to follow his foot-step.. yeah u rite.. i did download the song after hearing it from ur blog, cause i love the song.. u said mcm phm? yeah i do understand.. isit a sin to listen a metal death song.. until u called me a poser.. i seriously dun want this to keep on going cause i dun wan it to be a big thing.. i understand tht u angry with me n u feel like killing me that time.. well im sorry.. i know who u are.. and i dun mind if u wana treat me as ur arch enemy or wadever.. i dun mind cause i deserve it.. i understand and i forgive u.. all i wan is tht u forgive for all my sins..

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