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On Saturday, February 24, 2007 >
just as i thought... just get a good scolding from mom. it onli a minor situation which she make it big. i was really in a bad mood just now. dunno why bt suddenly onli i felt really empty in the inside. i sat in the living room and stare blankly into space. mom come to me and ask me ques. i wasnt in a very good mood so i just ingnore her ques. she ask, i ans back onli one word bt in a lazy way. i hate myself for acting this way. i hate myself for having this toopid emotion. i hate feeling down and depressed. this is what happen when im down. pple will hate for this.


when im down i will intend to keep quiet onli. i hate pple asking me alots of ques and bugging me. it onli adding fuel to my little fire inside. it better when pple just shut up and walk away. tht will slowly bt surely burn out my fire. in my mom case, she just kept on adding fuel and more fuel. ive been patient all along. bt the fire was too big for me to hold back. im sorry mom for the way i act. sorry for ingnoring u.


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