Let me get this straight, if you hate Kpop & Soccer then don't bother coming to my blog. Cause I'll be mainly posting about the things I like. So it will be 95% Kpop&Soccer and 5% about my life.
ive been disappearing for a whole week now. 2 reason; im super god damn lazy and second my beloved grandmother passes away on 17th april tues on 7pm. i realli gona hate tht month and time and no.! my late grandmother had been leaving with me ever since i was a baby. from clementi then move to chua chu kang. leaving under one roof for 14yrs now. after she gone now, i dun have any grandparent left with me. so everytime when i see an elderly malay woman, it will surely remind me of my late grandmother.
realli feel lonely nowadays. i just tht i dun show it to my friends and family. i dun want them to feel sorry for me. i tried to be strong but every time i passes her room and see the bed is empty, the feeling was like breaking down and cry. some more im sleeping in her room now. tht room is mine now. when she was alive i gave up tht room to her. tht was the biggest sacrificed ive ever made. my room tht time was the living rm floor.
all i can do now is just to pray for her soul to rest in peace. god must have love her more. tht why god take her soul away. this sun my whole family gona visit her grave. hoping tht i wont cry too much. even as i was typing this my tears just wont stop pouring. ARGHHHHH! STOP CRYING LA MIZAH.. PLEASE!
On Friday, April 27, 2007 >