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On Sunday, October 28, 2007 >
WORRIED
beside me staying all alone in this house, I'm freaking worried bout midnight match between Liverpool and Arsenal. I'm scared! as if im playin fr the match later yea? hahah. IM ALONE. IM BORED. and later when my parent are back home, im gona tell them a bad news. my education news. my studies suck! they make an afford to find me a home tutor and this is what i repay them with, by failing my EYE. ohh how wonderful. what if they get all angry and kinda stop talking to me because of disappointment? ok the thing is i managed to go higher lvl of studies, meaning that i was able to take N lvl next year. but the problem is that i failed horribly bad fr my EYE. how will my parent react tomorrow? HOW?
well i think im that stupid la seh. just a stupid exam i cannot pass. and my goodness, i failed english the whole entire year this year? damn i must be so DUMB! why suddenly i became this stupid mizah? what happened to the old me? the so called "smart" ones. well fr the meeting of principle news, im gona tell them soon. as soon as they come home. i dont blame them if they get all mad and furious when they hear the news later. its all my fault. i should have taken dad advise. i should have. and mom's too. im the idiot one here. i predict that my mom will be all angry and keep on nagging and yet inside she will be crying and disappointed and me. my dad? well he doesnt show it but inside he will be crying.. im a bad daughter to u both. u given me everything and fullfill every single thing i wish fr but i didnt fullfill yours. IM SORRY fr being this way. I'LL CHANGE.
