On Sunday, November 23, 2008 >
i am going crazy fr waiting on something which obviously not gonna happen. i was like hoping fr a devil to msg but instead angel kept msging. i kept on picturing this devil in my head and yeah kept on dreaming of it. i just couldn't get the thing out of my head. weirdest dream every single night wasn't the cured fr it, and that's fr sure. my head is hurting fr thinking of it and im tired of waiting. waiting is not a prefect game to play. it sucks! everybody seem to be able to find the answer but not fr me. im still searching fr a way out of it..